If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember.
You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think;
but the most important thing is, even if we're apart,
I will always be with you.
~ Winnie the Pooh

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Your 1st birthday here on Earth...

Hi little man... We celebrated your birthday here on Earth today... I know it can't compare to what it was like for you today in Heaven since that's gotta be the best birthday we could ever imagine but we celebrated all the same. So many people were thinking of you today and sending their thoughts and love to Heaven for you. I'm sure you could feel it surrounding you and it made your day even that much more wonderful.

Mommy missed you so much today. Knowing you should have been here with us, eating your first piece of cake and getting all covered in it. Your big sister had an extra piece of cake just for you and Mommy didn't think twice about giving it to her. She still doesn't understand that you're gone since she thinks you're still in my tummy but someday she'll know and be glad we included her in all the beautiful things we do for you. She loves you so much and always will, just like Daddy and Mommy. Sweet dreams in Heaven little one... I know there are no others for you but the beautiful ones. I love you and miss you and wish you were here.

Love,













































3 comments:

Lori said...

Thought of you...bless your heart--I know it must be so hard explaining to a sweet little one how the baby in your tummy isn't Kaelen...I can't imagine.

Sending you love...

Sherry said...

Belated Happy Birthday to Kaelen...
I just want you to know that I nominated your blog for the One Lovely Blog Award. Check out my blog for the details.

Christy said...

Happy late birthday Kaelen--so sorry I missed it. I'm sure you had a wonderful party up in heaven with all your friends. I bet Chase was there for some cake, too! Give your mama a special hug to let her know you're out there. A rainbow or a flower or a falling star....we love them all!

Lareina your balloons look so beautiful--what a special birthday. It is all so sad but we are forced to make the best of the situation, right? you did a wonderful job of honoring Kaelen and next to him being here with you, it was the best party ever! Sending you hugs and angel kisses. You look wonderful and I can guess how much you are appreciating this pregnancy....I am on this journey with you, too.

xo