It's hard because I want to honour my baby boy each time the 11th comes up but really, I know that I'm not going to get to each month and I know that I think of him all the time and that he knows I'm thinking about him... I guess I had to miss it sometime, sooner or later... just didn't think it would be so soon...
I love you little man... you know that I think about you every minute of every day and wish you were here... so no matter if Mommy totally forgets to post to you on the 11th of every month, you're always here in my heart and never far from my thoughts... I miss you, as always, baby... Lots of hugs and kisses, my sweet little man...
Love,
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For me, Fridays first began to lose their significance. And then the 28th did as well. Now I think of her every single day, but the 28th isn't harder than any other day anymore.
(((hugs)))
It's ok, I remember I forgot Alexandra's once and it didn't even occur to me until one of my friends IRL said something to me! I think our babies always know we're thinking of them. :) (you won an award, stop on by when you can!)
Our day is an 11th too, I hate when a day goes by and then I realize it was the 11th and did not do something to recognize the day. Sometimes I worry that I am moving past my daughter and her memory but I know that can't possible ever happen.
I will be thinking of your Kaelen along with my Hadley on all of the 11th's to come.
I am with Heather...at first it was Fridays and Saturdays, then the 31st/1st of each month. I think about Gracie daily...sometimes I realize 'what day it is', but most of the time it flies right past me. Thinking of you as you inch closer and closer... can't wait to meet your little rainbow! Many hugs and much love!!
I was like Heather and Susan too...and then realized yesterday, the 28th, that it was a birth marker for Matthew and I only realized it because several people posted on FB! Talk about feeling bad...but you are right...I think that inevitably, those days will come and go without us even knowing sometimes...but we know that means nothing about our love for our boys--only that we are healing and able to love them (and miss them) as much on one day as any other...forever!!!
xoxoxoxo
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