Surviving Without My Little Man: The Hospital Bag

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The Hospital Bag

Do you know how hard it is to not have a panic attack when you are packing your hospital bag and the last time you did the same thing, it was the night before you found out your son had died inside of you?? It's done... But it definitely wasn't easy and I'm still scared... I just keep praying that this little man arrives alive and screaming... It's all I can do...

I love you, Kaelen... Please watch over your little brother and keep him safe. Mommy so wants to meet him and love him just like I would have you.

Love,

8 comments:

Rachel said...: That would be a hard flashback to have...that memory. Glad it's done though, and you're ready to bring this little one home. Hang in there!; December 30, 2010 at 7:36 AM
Anonymous said...: (((hugs)))

I'm in a similar place. Tomorrow I'm going in to be induced. The last time I went in to be induced, we didn't know if our baby would live or die. And then she died shortly after birth. We have no reason to expect that this one isn't healthy, but it's still hard.

Lots and lots of hugs!; December 30, 2010 at 7:56 AM
car said...: Ugh, not fun at all. You know you can call if you are going crazy. Just a few more days.; December 30, 2010 at 9:39 AM
brigette said...: Not fun at all. Keeping my fingers crossed that all goes well. Much love!!; December 30, 2010 at 10:12 AM
Maggie said...: Ugh, I was going to pack Alexandra's bag on the day I lost her. Hoping and praying things go well. XO; December 30, 2010 at 10:23 AM
Lori said...: Just read the very same thing over at Jo's (Alternate Reality) blog. I think a lot of us all at this time are in the same boat....praying with you that we get to meet and raise our sweet baby boys!
xoxoxo; December 31, 2010 at 1:53 PM
Mom2005 said...: Lareina

I wish you the best. I feel you will soon be joyful holding your newborn so beautiful and safe.

XOXOXOXO

I can't wait to see his pics!; January 2, 2011 at 9:27 PM
Liz said...: 5 weeks, no update. What happened? Are ok? Is your rainbow ok? Praying for you; February 6, 2011 at 3:52 PM