The first Wednesday after Declan arrived, my husband had gone to work, and I was home alone thinking and I posted on facebook that I didn't know I could be blissfully happy and sad at the same time... and that about sums it up. I love Declan to bits and am soooooo relieved that he arrived safe and sound but he looks sooooo much like Kaelen that it's hard to reconcile my grief with my joy...
Anyway, he's here and happy and healthy and growing like a weed and we are doing good... I'll post more later when I can... when my brain isn't as befuddled... I'll leave you with a beautiful picture of my little guy.
I love you baby boy... my sweet Kaelen... I still think of you every day and wish you were all here with me instead of in Heaven... Sending you all my hugs and kisses baby...
Love you always,
3 comments:
thank you lareina!i was worried.
he is absolutely delish!! what a cutie!
as a rainbow mama, i 110% understand the complete joy mixed with utter sorrow. i totally get it.
Fantastic news :)
What a beautiful little guy. I needed to read good news today. Many congratulations to you. Wishing you strength and peace as you manage the joy of a new baby with the grief of another.
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