Well,,, You're going to have a little brother...

I had my 20 week ultrasound today and Kaelen is getting a little brother. I'm so excited to be having another boy. To still have the opportunity to experience raising a little boy. I was totally positive that this was a little girl... I thought for sure it had to be but nope, he proved me wrong and fooled me just like his big brother did... that is, until he bared it all on the ultrasound screen for his Mama. I spotted the goodies before the tech even said anything so that was neat too... lol.

It's kind of nice to know that a little boy is coming so all those cute boy things I searched for Kaelen to wear and use, his little brother can use. I will still have to get him a few things because the seasons are off from when Kaelen would have been born and I get to start the hunt for the perfect coming home outfit again so that's fun.

It's really hard to remain positive but I hold onto the fact that I have one living baby so I know I can have living babies... we just have to make it there. I get another ultrasound to check his growth in 6 weeks. They sound like they are keeping a good eye on my 2nd little guy so we keep hoping. Here's a cute picture of my little bub:

I know you're watching over your little brother, Kaelen and taking great care of him from heaven. I love you and miss you every moment of every single day. Sending you all my kisses and hugs, little man.

Love,