If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember.
You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think;
but the most important thing is, even if we're apart,
I will always be with you.
~ Winnie the Pooh

Saturday, September 11, 2010

10 months...

10 months and I don't know what to say... I still miss you like crazy... I still look at all my friends with their babies and wish it was you I was looking at and cooing at instead of them. I went into Edmonton today all by myself to take pictures for an anniversary party and all the way home, I listened to your songs and cried and wished you were here. Time just keeps moving us further and further apart - and closer together in the long run, I know, but still oh so far away. I'm hoping to plan a special get together with family and friends for your birthday. Hopefully it won't be just you, me, Daddy, Marrah and baby brother there that day. We will see...

I love you baby boy and think of you every day and every night as I close my eyes to go to sleep and wish you were cuddling with me instead of an Angel up in heaven. Sweet Dreams my little one... Mommy misses you and sends you all her kisses and hugs.

Love,

2 comments:

Rachel said...

ugh. another month. sending ((hugs))

Lori said...

I'm 13 days from 10 months. I don't know how it's possible and I'm still breathing....
xoxoxo