I love you baby boy... it's just not fair that you're not here so Mommy needs to be angry today, at everything and nothing all at once... Lotsa hugz and kisses little one... I miss you.
Monday, April 12, 2010
You know what sucks??
Only one thing could suck worse than getting my monthly "friend" on Kaelen's 5 month angelversary... finding out that another friend of mine that had her beautiful healthy baby around the same time as Kaelen is pregnant... and I'm not... I'm not going to lie and say I'm happy for her... I'm pissed right off that I'm not pregnant and she is... I hate being mad that someone else has been given the gift of a life but I'm mad... it's not fair one frickin' bit... so there we are... I'm mad... and that's my post for the day!!
I love you baby boy... it's just not fair that you're not here so Mommy needs to be angry today, at everything and nothing all at once... Lotsa hugz and kisses little one... I miss you.
I love you baby boy... it's just not fair that you're not here so Mommy needs to be angry today, at everything and nothing all at once... Lotsa hugz and kisses little one... I miss you.
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4 comments:
Go ahead and be angry, you're entitled to it. I'm angry with you and for you...it's just so damn unfair Lareina. Thinking of your precious son today and sending you my love.
Oh man!!!! I'm angry right there with you! It's so frustrating when it seems so damn easy for others who have never experienced what we have. So unfair, so ...annoying. And at the same time it makes you even more upset when you're upset because it makes you feel like a bad person! Be angry, let it out. you are allowed. Thinking of you lots today. (((HUGS)))
No it's not fair. Absolutely nothing about this is fair. My co-worker went for her anatomy scan this afternoon while I sat in the basement of the RAH and cried for my LO.
xo
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