Your little buddy Cullen was born today... his parents are across the street at the hospital basking in the glow and wonderment a new baby brings... his big sister is giving him kisses and saying hello for the first time with a big silly grin, something your big sister never got to do... and you're in heaven instead of here on Earth in my arms and it really hurts. I am happy that he arrived safe and sound and won't be joining you for a long long time but baby boy, it hurts...
I just want to hold you tight and you're not here... Mommy doesn't want to feel so alone and feels so bad for being sad when she should be joining her friend happily welcoming her new baby into this world... but for today, I just can't... I just want you back and I can't have that so I'm going to sit here and cry for you and wish you were here in my arms... I love you so much....
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I am so sorry. My heart hurts for you. No words can be expressed to ease your pain, but I am truly sorry.
Hugs....
So very sorry. My heart hurts for you. I'll be experiencing that in about a month and I'm terrified! (((HUGS)))
I'm so very sorry. You're letter is a gift of love to child, and a gift to us, other bereaved parents, to connect and share in your journey. Peace.
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