Well, we spent the weekend at Grandpa Jim's house and it was okay. Daddy wanted to go hunting and we had planned on going to Grandpa's house so he could go hunting after you were born so off we went... it was hard without you there when I knew you were supposed to be there with us. I had a good cry on Saturday because you weren't there and felt like crying all the way home on Sunday but we made it through.
Your big sister was so well behaved and cute as a button all weekend. She gave me lots of hugs and went to get Daddy when Mommy was sad. She seems to know that Mommy needs lots of hugs and kisses and always comes to give me one when she sees me crying. She snuggled and napped with Mommy on Friday and Saturday so that was nice too when I was missing you to hold.
It was a good weekend but a hard weekend as well being one of the "firsts" we would have done with you... I know you were there watching over us, wishing you could have been snuggled up in Mommy's carrier, under her coat, walking in the snow. I know I was missing you...
I went to Angel Whispers tonight and met a wonderful group of people that have angels too... Another mommy there had lost her little girl at 40 weeks and 2 days and it felt so good to know that I wasn't alone and that we both missed our little babies so much and that it was normal. Both of us wished the other didn't have to go through something so terrible but it was nice to know that we weren't alone. If you see Anna up there, little man, give her a hug from her mama and keep her company till we see you again.
I love you Kaelen and miss you every moment of every day and so does your sister and your Daddy. Watch over us sweet angel and wait for us. Love, Mommy.
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